{"id":1763,"date":"2016-05-18T05:59:28","date_gmt":"2016-05-18T12:59:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/?p=1763"},"modified":"2016-05-18T05:59:28","modified_gmt":"2016-05-18T12:59:28","slug":"how-to-be-alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/2016\/05\/how-to-be-alone\/","title":{"rendered":"How To Be Alone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>found via <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/postsecret\/?fref=nf\" target=\"_blank\">PostSecret<\/a>\u00a0FB:<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"750\" height=\"422\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/k7X7sZzSXYs?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation allow-popups-to-escape-sandbox\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n<p>This is something I&#8217;m having to figure out again. Eight years in a relationship. Five years of living together. Done in what seems like an instant. I was talking to my mom last night and I told her &#8220;in a way, its like A died, at least in regards to me.&#8221; Only it might be more difficult than if she had died, because she&#8217;s still around. I could easily run into her (especially since she moved somewhere right next to where I am often). I imagine she&#8217;ll do everything she can to avoid me if she sees me based on how she&#8217;s acted since she left, but the possibility is there nonetheless.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been alone before. Its ok to be alone. Its just something I have to get used to again for now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>found via PostSecret\u00a0FB: &nbsp; This is something I&#8217;m having to figure out again. Eight years in a relationship. Five years of living together. Done in what seems like an instant. I was talking to my mom last night and I told her &#8220;in a way, its like A died, at least in regards to me.&#8221; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p><a class=\"more-link btn\" href=\"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/2016\/05\/how-to-be-alone\/\">Continue reading<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1327,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,6],"tags":[35,549,99,545,532,530],"class_list":["post-1763","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-life-or-something-like-it","category-poetry","tag-a","tag-alone","tag-being","tag-divorce","tag-life-or-something-like-it","tag-poetry","item-wrap"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/upload\/\/app_1_220086724709892_1567717122.gif","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1763","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1763"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1763\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1764,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1763\/revisions\/1764"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1327"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1763"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1763"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.rhinoblues.com\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1763"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}