On Tuesday, I found out that I did not get the internship in LA. While I’m quite relieved to at least know, I’m still a little bummed that I didn’t get it. LA isn’t my first choice of a place to live by far, however I think the year there would have been very good for me. What it has done is put me back into a brainstorming mode of what my next move is. Right now I’m blessed with a great job and boss so I’ve at least got that going for me. But it also doesn’t get me any closer to where I want to be. So I’ve got myself some time set up to talk to a friend and do some brainstorming on Monday morning. Hopefully, we’ll be able to come up with some good ideas from there.<\/p>\n
What I see myself doing this week though is pulling inward. I’ve got no appetite for food, though I’m eating better this week than I did over the weekend. I’m going home tonight for Mother’s Day weekend, but that is also part of what is on my mind. A couple weeks ago, my parents were in town, and didn’t tell me they were coming up, and when I talked to them after finding out…didn’t make any time to see me.<\/p>\n
I feel alone. If it wasn’t for one of my best friends, I might not have seen anyone outside of work this week. I barely even see my roommates…one of whom is a lame duck roommate as he’s moving out at the end of the month. So I also need to be searching for a new roommate, but I have no motivation for that either.<\/p>\n
Tonight, 80’s Night at John Henry’s in Eugene. That will be fun. It’ll be good to see my Eugene friends and forget about everything else going on for a few hours.<\/p>\n
Saturday, I get an eye exam. I don’t think my perscription will have changed, but its been long enough I need an exam to get new glasses. I’m going to get my Dolce & Gabanna frames relensed (I lost one of them) and I’m looking for new frames that are flamboyant and competely different from the three frames I already have.<\/p>\n
Sunday is Mother’s Day. I haven’t decided what I’m going to do for her (other than give her the last installment of money that I owe her). <\/p>\n
I’m also looking forward to watching the Planet Earth DVD’s on my dad’s HDTV. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
On Tuesday, I found out that I did not get the internship in LA. While I’m quite relieved to at least know, I’m still a little bummed that I didn’t get it. LA isn’t my first choice of a place to live by far, however I think the year there would have been very good … <\/p>\n