Finally a day off!!!
Saturday, I decided to take advantage of the wonderful weather here in So. Cal. and I drove up to Malibu to check out one of the beaches up there. It was in the mid-70s. I just sat on the beach, read, and listened to the ocean. Oh and called some friends in less friendlier climates…from the beach…to rub it in.
In the evening, I met up with the “Cuddle Call” group at Masa in Echo Park. It’s a group of young adults doing some sort of ministry. A place where we can learn and build up each other. I’m glad to finally have something like this. I’ve really needed some place where I could find support. Even though it has pretty much come too late, but that’s a different story.
Work is still incredibly busy and stressful. Compounding it all, I’m feeling pretty disconnected from God, faith, spirituality. It makes it difficult to come to work with passion for my projects. I feel defeated by my job and the largely only negative feedback I’ve been getting pretty much the entire time I’ve been working here. I know that should challenge me to make things better, but right now I just don’t feel like there is anything I can do.