On Tuesday, I found out that I did not get the internship in LA. While I’m quite relieved to at least know, I’m still a little bummed that I didn’t get it. LA isn’t my first choice of a place to live by far, however I think the year there would have been very good for me. What it has done is put me back into a brainstorming mode of what my next move is. Right now I’m blessed with a great job and boss so I’ve at least got that going for me. But it also doesn’t get me any closer to where I want to be. So I’ve got myself some time set up to talk to a friend and do some brainstorming on Monday morning. Hopefully, we’ll be able to come up with some good ideas from there.
What I see myself doing this week though is pulling inward. I’ve got no appetite for food, though I’m eating better this week than I did over the weekend. I’m going home tonight for Mother’s Day weekend, but that is also part of what is on my mind. A couple weeks ago, my parents were in town, and didn’t tell me they were coming up, and when I talked to them after finding out…didn’t make any time to see me.
I feel alone. If it wasn’t for one of my best friends, I might not have seen anyone outside of work this week. I barely even see my roommates…one of whom is a lame duck roommate as he’s moving out at the end of the month. So I also need to be searching for a new roommate, but I have no motivation for that either.
Tonight, 80’s Night at John Henry’s in Eugene. That will be fun. It’ll be good to see my Eugene friends and forget about everything else going on for a few hours.
Saturday, I get an eye exam. I don’t think my perscription will have changed, but its been long enough I need an exam to get new glasses. I’m going to get my Dolce & Gabanna frames relensed (I lost one of them) and I’m looking for new frames that are flamboyant and competely different from the three frames I already have.
Sunday is Mother’s Day. I haven’t decided what I’m going to do for her (other than give her the last installment of money that I owe her).
I’m also looking forward to watching the Planet Earth DVD’s on my dad’s HDTV.